I crawled into bed last night and started to cry. I miss Colorado. I miss my friends. After months of living in limbo and a fabulous trip to Italy in celebration of my 40th birthday, I’m finally here in California. I’m a few blocks from the ocean and the weather is heavenly. All of my windows are open and comfortable breeze keeps patting me on the back letting me know that everything is going to be just fine. And it will be. It’ll just take some time.